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Monday, June 06, 2005
A Sad Day in the Linhart House
I might be having my 3rd miscarriage. What? You didn't know I was pregnant? Yeah, neither did I until last week. And now I'm bleeding and feeling like saying every swear word I know. So pray. Please. I feel sick and angry and hurt and frustrated and I don't have much hope. It looks like I'll be going in for an ultrasound in the next 24 hours, but I'm kind of expecting there to nothing. No heartbeart, no baby, no sac, no hope.
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Hi Jeana,
ReplyDeleteI am a faithful reader of your blog and love hearing about the adventures of life with your son! It's been a long time, but I just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in my prayers tonight...
Kristal (Friesen) Sawyer
Praying and crying here. Angry too. Please do keep us updated as you're able.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you can be honest with us and God about where you are really at. Thanks for letting us in.
ReplyDeleteThank you all. Hutch, thank you for being angry and sad with me. Your sense of justice is a huge comfort to me.
ReplyDeleteKristal, I'm a faithful reader of YOUR blog, too. =) Thank you so much for praying for me. I think about your song that you wrote and played for all the RA's, "Freedom in the Fire" (?) all the time.
EJ (and everyone) I have to let you in. It is so much easier to suffer when people who love you know you are suffering. I could not do this alone, so thank you for holding me up and thank you for grieving with me. It takes a huge load off of me to know that I'm not alone.